Well my computer 'Rubert' is not cooperating and now I have 'Gladys' the notebook all hooked up and ready to go. I had my blog all written and spent hours trying to get on line yesterday. (Modem trouble again.) Then I had to get a disk to make her able to hook up and that was the hold up, but here I am.
Yesterday I was all good weepy. I cried at the drop of a hat, even with the smiles. Good or bad I cried. Too full of happy and it was over flowing I guess.
Today I was fine and I'm starting to work a little, a very little, with my hand again. A little knitting and crafting. I'm resting it again now.
The other day a toad kept on coming around and sitting just outside my bedroom door. He likes the cool of the little patio there I think. A nice little bit of company while I listen to music and wait for my hand to heal.
I've been thinking about my son a lot. Wishing he was here to be part of his sisters wedding. I see him standing in the back, smiling, wishing her his best with all his big heart.
I think for the wedding I'll just pretend that is just where he is. Standing in the back being his big teddy bear self smiling and wishing them the best.